tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80326562012-01-03T15:53:04.792+10:00<img src="http://photos6.flickr.com/5784721_0e3874a607_o.jpg" width="660" height="280" alt="FINAL1.jpg"><br><br>Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.comBlogger2261100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-17263758512302884122008-09-20T13:02:00.002+10:002008-09-20T13:22:03.399+10:00

My new blog is Recovering Beauty http://recoveringbeauty.blogspot.com/ come and link to my new work and experiences. Love Miss Nikki

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Tommorow Dave and I are going to the Princess Alexandra Hospital for his consultation with the surgeon. I'm hoping that we get a date so we can plan the next few months. Once we have a date, I'm going to make arrangements about living. I don't know what to do, it's been over a month and the house is really cramped for the people living here. Both of the guys (dave and T) have been sooo

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1118056267758071382005-06-06T21:09:00.000+10:002006-12-13T01:44:14.840+10:00

Hello and welcome to my archived blog. This was myvery first online journal and very special to me. You may find my early begginings as a writer - beware the mulitple spelling errors and grammar crimes. I now have a new, constantly updated journal and you can find thishttp://recoveringbeauty.blogspot.com/

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John The Romanian had been our dealer for six months now, which was most appreciated given the amount of dealers that were getting busted lately. John was a fat, middle aged grumpy old man, he filled out the front seat easily, his hairy belly leaking out onto his tailored pants. Every moment in the car with him was tense, his accent wad thick and at times incomprehensible which made for some

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1117078818430967562005-05-26T13:37:00.001+10:002005-05-26T13:40:18.436+10:00

bestill our tears that flow mercilesslyCold water fresh upon the vanilla carnationsI thought you would die much later than me.Lost in her own grief your mother wrings her gentle hands, diamonds glow like candles.As your funeral notes sift through the sadness , my mind translates melody into memoryMy mind slips to both of us ...running along the road with the rain washing down sideways.Splash..as

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1116831430079456562005-05-23T16:56:00.000+10:002005-05-23T16:57:10.090+10:00

I have so much I want to write about. All my thoughts almost dwarf my own self ; palaces built from popsicle sticks that bend in the wind daring me to stack them any higher. Where to begin? Honestly I am not sure anymore but I guess I will just start blogging and my thoughts should (hopefully) arrange themselves. Firstly, welcome to the new Junkylife bloggers !A very special welcome to

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1115559012209984712005-05-08T21:12:00.000+10:002005-05-08T23:31:15.250+10:00

MemoirPart two (part one is post previous)I saw her walk towards the car intrepid at first, almost embarrassed.I mouthed the words "Dear God" as her hand reached for the passenger door.I looked away for a moment and that's when all hell broke loose.But let us pause here as I explain to you that Melissa was once the apple of her daddies eye(maybe a bit too much) and like so many lil girls lost had

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1115365604798967722005-05-06T15:04:00.000+10:002005-05-06T17:46:45.146+10:00

Day One of The Heroin DroughtReluctantly, I open my eyes, a slash of hot morning sunshine cuts away the glory of sleep.Surely it couldn't be morning already could it? I dread the sunshine asI knew today would be one of the hardest (even though none could be called easy) days I would spend as a Heroin addict. The paint peeled motel hunched beside the highway, several other budget motel chains also

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1115292565245599282005-05-05T21:27:00.000+10:002005-05-05T21:29:25.250+10:00

Thanks to everyone for such lovely birthday wishes !!!You guys are my family that I always wanted to have.Love you guys,Heroinegirl.P.s I feel great!

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1115212344295542362005-05-04T23:01:00.000+10:002005-05-04T23:18:30.153+10:00

I'm actually really excited about this birthday thing! The cleaner and healthier I get, the more comfortable I am with having my own special day. That's so awesome for someone like me, who normally puts my wants and needs last. I could get quite used to loving birthdays.On the weekend a group of us and the little ones are going to Seaworld for the day and BF has a super suprise planned for

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1115135088241456622005-05-04T00:00:00.000+10:002005-05-04T02:22:44.953+10:00

Memoir Two Years Ago, should you visit Miami Shores Motel (which borders a relatively busy highway), you would find our abode at the time to be humble, sparsely furnished. Our "home" was never intended to be home it was only a dingy little Motel room that rented for fifty quid overnight.However, that didn't mean I was prepared to live out of a suitcase forever. I wasn't content to live in bland

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1114950733241709232005-05-01T22:13:00.000+10:002005-05-01T23:55:40.096+10:00

Thank you to all the lovely people whom are reading along and/or leaving concerned comments and well-wishes - I have tried to reply to most of you. Thank you.It's been a very rough two weeks, perhaps the most roughest time in my life (and that's saying something!)So some kind words make for a welcome respite against the side effects of the treatment; it has been a really nice break from the

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1114673177097184592005-04-28T17:24:00.000+10:002005-04-28T17:41:24.513+10:00

Also very late last night I recorded a book review but I keep speaking american - here it isI'm doing a better one now though because I'm not happy with it.

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1114350126804040342005-04-24T23:23:00.000+10:002005-04-24T23:42:06.806+10:00

I just realized - it's my birthday next weekend. It's the Fifth of May so don't forget!I'm expecting a full comment box on that day, even if it's me doing the talking !I will be 27 and plenty happy about that. I just can't picture myself saying I'm 30.I often wonder what will change in me and how I will handle "getting old"I don't have any kids yet and I hate houseplants. I don't bake well and I

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1114252757765074742005-04-23T20:31:00.000+10:002005-04-23T20:39:17.766+10:00

week 33 of treatment I really wish that I'd filled out the mental questionare prior to starting pegatron, as per govermental policy. For some reason, I never completed the paperwork and now I'm left wondering whether my dormant mind is indeed a new breed of crazy. I originally fought with my own head, I didn't want to quit work, I didn't want to sleep in the day and I didn't want to swallow all

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1114088698353843432005-04-21T22:37:00.000+10:002005-04-21T23:04:58.356+10:00

Hello Lovelies,Treatment has been a little rough this week so I've been posting less. The router is working well and I've been polishing up the proposal. My sister has moved back into Mum and Dad's and I'm going to stay with my parents for the long weekend which is sure to be 'exciting'.The Brain Fog is really depressing me at the moment, I can't recall numbers, details or strings of information.

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1113923982751702992005-04-20T00:45:00.000+10:002005-04-20T01:19:42.753+10:00

I just wanted to write some non-related shit.here it is. This is about the funk of rejection - a force I believe motivates 90% of human behaviour.The other ten percent is sexual urge.To all the broken hearted and lonely...I feel for you tonight.I hope things get better for you soon - because I have a feeling that you are something fabulous my friend. This is what I strive to believe and if I

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1113827020265457152005-04-18T21:56:00.000+10:002005-04-19T12:09:18.846+10:00

Present Memoir / Musical Inspiration No More Drama - Mary J BligeI was about to start my detox program and there was no way I could see him whilst trying to stay away from the Junk. I had tried too many times and failed. Time was running out for me, the years slipped by so fast. I could hardly believe I had wasted five years being a Heroin addict. I clung to hope that I could have a second chance

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1113490964676473862005-04-15T00:34:00.000+10:002005-04-15T01:29:31.350+10:00

I hate it when my internet is a blinking red light.I don't mean 'blinking' as a swearword either (wtf do people use it as a swearword for ??)Trying to set up a computer network should be easy. I know. The pictures are pretty simple and yet somehow something always goes royal.My computer watches on with bemusement, muttering through his lips, a joint clinging to the bottom lips.Computer [voice of

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1113364555897619182005-04-13T11:00:00.000+10:002005-04-13T14:27:33.503+10:00

I think I have writer's block - I'm in denial about this fact because my book proposal is due this week. It's been a while since I did a memoir or what I call "serious" writing and my creativity currently reminds me of a fat and hairy naked man slumped on a sofa eating three tacos at once, rivulets of sauce oozing through his snail-trail.Writing can be emotionally exhuastive. You cannot write and

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1112894945572781622005-04-08T03:16:00.000+10:002005-04-08T03:43:14.053+10:00

Hello LoveliesI have been just over at my Health Blog I've finally decided to meet people that are going through the same treatment and it's such a relief to know that I'm not so crazy after all - just a little bit.I had to sit out of taekwondo tonight which was pure agony - all I wanted to do was kick and punch and sweat. Makes me feel like She-Ra but with a prettier outfit. Is she really

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1112703199698197392005-04-05T21:56:00.000+10:002005-04-06T22:02:20.606+10:00

I've been asked to put together a book proposal for my autobiographical story that has captured the interest of a particular agent. In addition to putting together my mission statement, I'd really like to hear what you think about my life story. How does it make you feel ?Would you consider purchasing my book and who for ?If I may so humbly ask any of my beloved readers to briefly scribe an email

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1112687273786616532005-04-05T17:35:00.000+10:002005-04-06T22:09:43.360+10:00

I feel like giving up. My treatment is making me insane in the membrane and I am totally over it.I know it's the Interferon making me depressed but I'm on the maximum dose of anti-depressants. My doctors seem to be over trying to help me with the side effects of the "chemo inclined" Interferon - and are content to let me stay on the lowest dose.I don't think it's the best idea as I only have a

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1112101535876358012005-03-29T22:28:00.000+10:002005-04-06T22:12:31.106+10:00

MemoirSomehow he could always tell when I was crying into the darkness. Intuitively, he senses my silent tears and I see his naked shoulders rising above my china cheekbones. I linger delicately in his arm's cradle, his warm chest illuminated by the moonrays that shimmer from the midnight mist. My tears tinkle like sadness on the ivory pillows..Splish..Splash..Splish.I can feel his warm and

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"I'm coming out of my cageAnd I've been doing just fineGotta gotta be downBecause I want it all"Personally, Easter was a trainwreck of craziness so I hope you all had a splendiferous time ( I'm 80% sure that I spelt that wrong) and that you don't woe returning back to the salt mine too much ;)I don't know what I was thinking. I'd already started to display the symptoms of being house-bound for

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1111540264346762742005-03-29T10:33:00.000+10:002005-04-06T22:16:09.163+10:00

Thanks for everyone's suggestions on how to make this blog bigger than ever!www.heroinegirl.com should be up and running in two weeks !!!!I now have hosting space organised and 265 mbs of space however I have no idea how to move my blog from blogger to this space - what happens to everyone's links?The design package is basic package and I don't think I will have a tagboard but I do wasn't a

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1111674360334643162005-03-24T22:47:00.000+10:002005-04-06T22:22:13.976+10:00

Today started off better than expected which was a welcome surprise. I received great news from my liver specialist - the new half dose is doing well and my nutrophills are holding their own (this means no cancer drugs) Giddy-up!Plus I have less Ribavirin tablets and as a result my red blood cells have risen slightly (which explains why I feel better this week - thank lord cos anemia is a bitch).

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Oh man..You might remember I blogged about Jane a few weeks ago our love-hungry dating addict. Yeah sure you do - She's the compulsive dater and professional doormat. Remember how she drove at midnight to retrieve a key she got cut for her "man" as a present for Valentine's day (even though he said they were not official and he wasn't ready for anything serious as it was only two weeks into

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1111504086812510672005-03-23T00:54:00.000+10:002005-03-23T10:26:48.426+10:00

Due to public outcry (ok so maybe no one was actually crying perse but you know who you are)II won't be leaving Heroinegirl. I was talking to a few well known blogger types about my current identity crisis. You see, I want to help people with hepatitis C and I want to relate. When I type it here I feel like it must be dragging you guys down - nobody likes a sick person. Then I thought well to

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1111502872362153742005-03-23T00:47:00.000+10:002005-03-23T10:25:03.980+10:00

Remember when you were in highschool and every day was a soap opera and sometimes u would almost convince yourself that you would never recover from this or that? But somehow u did.When the only time your world made sense is when you could listen to your music in the dark as it blasted from the ghetto. All u could do was get angry at why things always have to change. You write it all down and

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1111474582411493112005-03-22T16:06:00.000+10:002005-03-22T17:12:04.950+10:00

MemoirThe months that followed after leaving The Ex were full of pain and loss. Part of me still entertained the thought that maybe one day we could be together again - without the gear.Gradually, in the reflections of my wired eyes I saw Michael grow pensive about my recovery - I was still coming home with pin-prick pupils. Every morning I would wake to dopesick but it never got tired - only I

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1111405459016427812005-03-21T20:51:00.000+10:002005-03-21T21:44:19.016+10:00

Hello Lovelies,Some kind readers have expressed concern/ interest regarding my current Interferon combination therapy to possibly cure my Hepatitis C virus. I contracted the blood born virus when I was shooting heroin with my long term partner. You can read all about all the Hepatitis treatment and my ongoing spiritual recovery on my new blog The Healer Basically, Heroinegirl has to wind down

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1111201065213447072005-03-19T11:48:00.000+10:002005-03-19T13:15:38.186+10:00

Hello Lovelies,I apologize for that lack of fresh posts, I have a bad cold at the moment.I've been instructed to take it easy as my white blood cells are low due to my Inteferon treatment.In addition, I do regret the delay in sending emails and general housekeeping, I anticpate I will be over this in a few days. My doctors are lowering my interferon dose since my anemia has worsened.Hopefully, I

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110944229085336862005-03-16T13:37:00.000+10:002005-04-06T22:28:24.923+10:00

Oh yeah ! Hot Karl questioned my intentions on why I added the La Mer Cream ( which contains crushed pearls and rice proteins) to my wishlist. So, I will explain. I added it on impulse after perusing Postmodern's Wishlist and I thought you just never know ..and I added it to mine.Now I feel bad about it (I don't expect any gifts) I also put the toothbrush on there as my dentist said I should have

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110886636872527212005-03-15T21:34:00.000+10:002005-03-15T21:37:16.873+10:00

some people asked me for some pics in the suit, here is me being a dick.I refuse to put my yellow belt on so thats why its all droopy.My camera is on the way out, but the lights made it cool.

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110876103851772532005-03-15T18:31:00.000+10:002005-03-15T18:41:43.853+10:00

Hello LoveliesI hope everyone had a relaxing weekend - is it still snowing over there ?I'm covered in bruises from my grading - I've counted fourteen on my legs and arms!Today is my beautiful boyfriend's birthday and I'm taking him out to Japanese for some gourmet sashimi. Then presents and then I'm his personal slave for the night.Happy Birthday to You BF, I know you are reading along so don't

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110713277445860722005-03-13T21:02:00.000+10:002005-03-14T00:43:51.753+10:00

Hello my lovelies !Well y'all will be real proud to hear that I passed my taekwondo grading with flying colours. You're now looking at a might spunky green belt (I will try and photos for you all ok?) as I get presented with my green belt (I'm now a senior grade)It was a great day and I really enjoyed it (it was not too long at all this time) Sadly, two of girls from my class going for black belt

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110526134358084992005-03-11T16:08:00.000+10:002005-03-11T21:23:59.436+10:00

You can see HeroineGirl's entire Wish List at:http://amazon.com/gp/registry/1HMHNK01P6MDMamacita asked me for the link that works - and here it is.I found out who sent me the books and I now have a new mate.Totally awesome XXX Click here to join the heroinegirl community (google group) !! Please show your support for the blogging community and also make sure you leave the URL of your

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I made sure that I went to training last night just to check how my stamina is going and I'm pretty concerned with how I'm going to last the two hours. Doing my pattern, I got very dizzy and pale. This was only the usual 60 minute lesson which isn't very cool. I spoke to one of the blacks regarding my anemia. Honestly, I was quite disenchanted by the end of the lesson and I did feel like maybe

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110439728525601482005-03-10T17:11:00.000+10:002005-03-16T15:05:03.520+10:00

Guess what ! (No, I'm not really a fat balding trucker from Dakota)Someone (I think Mamacita) sent me a parcel from Amazon and it's not even my birthday yet.I was literally like whooping for joy and I think I scared the delivery boy cos I had on my these really loose elastic underwear because I was home alone - but I did have a top on !I recieved two (yay) of my requested books - including He's

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110435273226425782005-03-10T15:47:00.000+10:002005-03-10T16:52:51.223+10:00

For those beautiful readers that have been wondering how my new life is going - it is really steaming ahead. I think I'm finally ready to absolve my past and put it bed. I've outgrown Heroinegirl almost and I'm learning to be ok with that. It's time for me to get the publishing done and of course begin the process of collating all the memoirs and filling in the blanks.What a masterpiece it

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110343896233100042005-03-09T14:50:00.000+10:002005-03-09T14:51:36.240+10:00

Books tell you how to suss out if a guy is giving you the "red flag" to ending a relationship and then said book outlines a range of tactics to swing the suitor back into the harbor of everlasting love. But what about girlfriends? Have you ever maintained a friendship that you felt had expired, hanging onto anything for the sake of holding on to something? I think it's time we discussed it on a

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1110013479309054322005-03-05T19:01:00.000+10:002005-03-08T20:42:47.166+10:00

Whatever you do..Stay true Ok. I can't sleep. I'm a writer with an acute case of the toss and turns and my fingers were having mini Bill Gates spasms. I knew something just wasn't right.My creative genius was not happy. Basically, it didn't agree with the tabloid blog. So I'm scrapping it and do it with much more depth and skill. This is the new one Heroinegirl will still be operating, I want the

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1109902471259477482005-03-04T12:11:00.000+10:002005-03-04T12:42:05.173+10:00

It's time to springclean the links section ! If you want your blog linked to Heroinegirl then please leave your name in the contents. I'm doing the links by hand and I may forget to add you (brain fog) but please bare with me ! I'm trying to rely less on blogroll and understand code more.Now I see that blogroll is easier. Shit, I'm going back to blogroll. Ignore everything I said, unless you are

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1109845981416146472005-03-03T19:35:00.000+10:002005-03-09T15:01:26.940+10:00

MemoirFrom the way the club was filling up, I guessed it must be close to midnight.I poked my head through the beaded curtains to check out how business was looking. "Business" was looking real good. The strip club was swarming with eager punters as Janette, a frumpy girl with barely concealed saddlebags winded up her routine to "Cherry Pie" by Warrant. Incidently as she slunk off stage she

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1109767553312204342005-03-02T22:39:00.000+10:002005-03-02T22:45:53.313+10:00

Lovelies !Why has nobody downloaded Skype yet . You can find out about it hereI have my USB headset and mike and if you are too shy to talk that's ok - you only need speakers.If you don't have speakers (well that's rather sad) then I guess ignore this message.Everyone else I expect you to download the application and add me (my id is heroinegirl)I'm waiting by the phone in my merry widow (

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1109763458105476932005-03-02T17:30:00.000+10:002005-03-02T23:01:19.403+10:00

Oh man , I am always exhausted. I promise that I'll be posting more substance, when I can actually sit at the computer without falling asleep. I try not to let it get me down, the tiredness, but I worry the "grey cloud" will become a permanent accessory to the HG experience.Just trying to stay positive, isn't just a walk in the park.Whilst over at The Little Girl's house on Sunday Night (BF and

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1109690050589390652005-03-02T01:02:00.000+10:002005-03-02T01:14:10.593+10:00

Here it is the Heroinegirl Aussie Slang Revelation.Barbie : barbecue (noun)Barrack : to cheer on (football team etc.) Big-note oneself : brag, boastBikkie : biscuit (also "it cost big bikkies" - it was expensive)Bloody oath! : that's certainly trueBottle-o : liquor shopBrick shit house, built like a : big strong blokeBYO : unlicensed restaurant where you have to Bring Your Own grog, also similar

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1109663635731180462005-03-01T17:46:00.000+10:002005-03-02T02:24:42.163+10:00

Hello Lovelies !I've been ordered by The Boss (that's BF for the time being) to rest but I'm rested.Ok back now. Grading for Green Belt is on March 12th 2005. I saw my blood specialist today and she stated that I know offically have anemia ( she also told me to quit suntanning as I was only burning my skin) but apart from being Casper's body double - it also means I get puffed really easy. Last

Miss Reneenoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032656.post-1109469376608627402005-02-27T11:50:00.000+10:002005-02-27T21:58:46.013+10:00

Hi lovelies !!!My therapy is in full swing at the moment so I'm utterly exhausted.I'm just trying to take it very easy as I'm quite drained from the anemia and interferon being increased. My hair fell out in big clumps in the shower and I'm sick of jabbing needles into my skin. I'm tired of all the tablets and I'm already on anti-depressants but they are not compensating for my fatigue and

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Thanks everyone for all your contributions to our Jane discussion - Jane has so far only sent Peter four text messages and is going to give herself a weeks holiday from thinking about any man at all. At this stage of her co-dependancy, a week is a major accomplishment. We will be checking back on Jane as she follows your suggestions and see how it's working for her.Today I'm look at Internet

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Hello EveryoneAs you may or may not know, this blog is heading in an exciting new direction for 2005. The Heroinegirl Blog is becoming more about my present life and social issues - kind of like Oprah for bloggers. (to use a mass marketing concept)Don't worry though, Heroinegirl will definitely still be a force amongst bloggers - I'm even interviewing most of the big names in bloggerland - asking

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Hello lovelies :)Just a quick update on the publishing comments - I don't have a publisher yet. I'm just getting the manuscript polished - but I will publish it myself if it doesn't get picked up.Of course I don't mind signing books and giving away a few copies to my bestest blog mates!On the health front - I'm having a great week, which is a welcome relief. My mood is finally getting back to

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One of the most rewarding pleasures of writing is touching the reader's soul. My blog has such a wonderful sense of home for me so what beautiful souls these are. I've literally recieved thousands of heartfelt emails and thoughtful comments - the vast majority of which are extremely compassionate - I thank you to all of my readers for your support and encouragement of what I share with

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Hello Lovelies!The fantastic year of 2005 is well underway (yes I'm finally awake now for 2005 Cheers to 2005 - hooray for yet another chance for us to get it right. I don't ever think of myself as a girl who is trying to make good of her bad life. I will always be proud that as a young girl I knew it would be up to me, to make my dreams come true.It's this confidence that helps me believe my

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Sarah McLachlan - AngelThe accompaning piece for this MemoirIn the arms of an angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fearYou are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverieYou're in the arms of the angelMay you findsome comfort there......Near the end of our relationship, Justin and I found time was almost stained with the madness, almost lost in the

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"You walked into the party Like you were walking onto a yacht Your hat strategically dipped below one eyeYour scarf it was apricot You had one eye in the mirrorAs you watched yourself gavotteAnd all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner They'd be your partner..."Soundtrack for this memoir - You're So Vain - Carly Simons [Make me beautiful..........Love me right , should you need

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Hello Lovelies !I have updated my memoirs list to the right eight more have been added to the archives.Memoirs are 100% true but names have been changed. They are also in sequence and will help you understand the flow of the story so far. Memoir season is now !Before the carnival left off I wrote two memoirs regarding cheating on The Ex. You may recall I started to see a handsome client by the

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Valentine's Day makes most people cranky. The abundance of hearts and teddy bears assaults our peace of mind as we trudge through the shopping centre, desperate to escape the tangle of ribbon and bow. Desperate housewives throng to the novelty stores, eating up gift ideas like emotional valium, boxer shorts that proclaim "Devil In the Sack" or something equally ambitious.Love is.. my favorite

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My friend jodie gave me her first memoir As for the Heroinegirl Memoirs they start next week, just needed a change in focus.It's very hard to constantly write about oneself ! However, it must be done lovelies as I'm fabulous etc etc. I've already noticed that I'm feeling clear headed and more efficient since monitoring my internet usage. At the moment it feels rather heavy handed - I have post it

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The other day I wrote about a wierd night with BF talking about Children. Deep down I know I'm not ready either. He has since explained that he thought I was gaining momentum to have a baby soonish and that he thinks we still have a journey ahead of us that is exciting and rewarding. I tend to agree, even if my journey needs a desperate kick in the pants.I've spoken about feeling frustrated

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I love Manolo sooo much ! I just recieved an email from Manolo Shoe Blog's Fabulous Owner. I thought I would share it with you... Hello to the Heroin Girl! The Manolo he must apologize for not responding sooner. He is terribly backed up on the replying to the emails. Please alert him the next time the auctions it returns and he will offer something with the having. Muchos Besos! Manolo P.S.

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For the past fortnight the hospital visits have increased, even though I've been doing all the right things. I've hardly seen any real human beings besides my partner and I feel opressed by my fatigue. I've had to increase my drugs to four injections now and it's been a case of take one day at a time. My bedroom needs cleaning and the chores are giving me a moral migraine. Most of all, I miss my

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SQUARE ONE TEMPLATE - DARLING MAGGOT BELLA'S DESIGN - MAMACITA SCHEISS WEEKLY THE SPARKLIES PRIZE - DAVID'S BLOG HOT KARL'S DINER CD- VIC COPYGODD SOUNDTRACK - BROOKS PHOTOBLOG DOOM DATE - BETHANIE FROM ODD MUSE DARLING SCRIPT - DIARY OF A BUM TONY'S SIGNED HOW TO BLOG - GENUINE BROOKS AMAZING PHOTOGRAPHY - MANGO'S BLOG EXPRESSO SARCASM GUEST BLOGGER - MICHELE SQUARE ONE TEMPLATE - LITHIUM

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Hello lovelies !!! Welcome back to normal programming and I hope you all enjoyed the auctions. I must say it was worth the gruelling 12 hour shifts until I organised a proper system. I hope you all got something real nice and pretty. So what's in the future for Heroinegirl The Blog ? I'm so glad you asked. I will be doing a few more memoirs and then we will be taking a shift in direction. In

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Welcome Guests and Blog Punters !!! You've arrived at The Carnival Of Sins - Seven Deadly Sins Edition. Many thanks to Alexa and Postmodern for joining me in celebrating talented bloggers everywhere. It was wonderful to read all the submissions and I must thank all the people that submitted. The Carnival is in full swing !! Hope you have all paid admission fee - which is to link to this

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Thanks again for all the submissions *blog swoon* It's really good to see writers being proud of what we do - any blogging with passion is good blogging. Alexa started the Carnival to really spread the word about other great blogs out there and I'm very proud to be a part of such a great idea. Tell your friends and leave comments here to support creativity and kinship between bloggers. Here

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Had my doctors appointment today and had the six month PCR test and I'm 100% negative. I was offered to cease treatment but that would lower my chances of clearing virus to 30%. If I continue for the next six months of Combination Therapy then I will have a 50% chance. However, in order to stay on the drugs I need to have another "chemo related drug" that requires three injections a week and has

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Musical score - Cold Water - Damien Rice Long into the night, the rise and fall of our voices could be heard from behind the thin plaster walls of the Motel. The Ex wanted to know all about the betrayal and all about Marcus. He couldn't bare to doubt my emotions so he focused on the lust. He asked me to describe how nice his cock had felt inside me. He demanded to know when was the first time

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Memoir Darkness fades as my eyes flutter open and slowly adjust to my surroundings. I wonder where I am. I recognise the seashell curtains, I then know I'm in the bed of the "other man". I feel a twinge of guilt and indulgence as I reflect on The Affair and its progression. How I could feel so at ease with leading this double life? Leaning over Marcus, I brush up against his tanned body which

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I'm so horny. It must be the heat , but I won't make excuses. I just want to ..you know... I'm going crazy as all day long I think about sex. (I love that song) It's just after a workout and I really need to be banged. I can't even type anything else as nothing is this important. Blogging Season begins tommorow. Until then ... Behave?

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This week Heroinegirl is going undercover visiting all the blogs on my blogroll. Heroinegirl is hosting The Carnival Of Sin for the beautiful Alexa for NY Escorts Confessions. The central theme of my hosting week is going to be the Seven Deadly Sins. I will be handpicking the best submissions and the cream of the crop will feature on NY Escort Confessions January 31, 2005. Postmodern

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"Hey Mum.. How's Dad doing? " I'm making obligatory conversation with The Stepmother on the telephone. It's easier. I can hear the television blaring in the background and it still sounds lonely for some reason. Ever since we grew up, it just gets quieter in that house. It's the family code isn't it? It's the secret language for "How's Dad's drinking habits this week?" The stepmother

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Sorry for my unexplained absence ! I don't actually think anyone noticed/cared/overdosed whilst I was gone so I will slip back into class, reeking of cigarettes with a hickey on my neck and a smug look on my face. Alas, nothing that rebellious has happened. I'm a terrible mudda to you all *hug* I haven't been well. Treatment may be stopping. I have had more health complications this

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Just a thought... Remember I mentioned one of my two best friends before (the one who suggested the dips and chips instead of the wine) well now I will tell you about the other one. Since both of these ladies are very wary of the internet , I can't show you their faces and will have to make up some more silly names. I just know I will get an email saying "Ewww, why did you call me suellen - it

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At 10pm precisely, The Shogun knocked briefly before entering the marble bathroom, making an approving sound whilst he scrutinized my reflection which glittered in the mirror. I turned towards him whilst I fastened a pearl drop earring, so desperate to meet his expectations. I felt so desirable that the bronze powder seemed to tingle on the pales of my inner thighs. I was dripping in precious

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I have taekwondo tonight and grading next weekend - aghhhh! I haven't forgotten my sixteen step pattern so I figure that I'm ready (barely) to get the green tip on my yellow belt. If I don't, the BF will be higher rank than me and then he will tear me a new asshole. This cannot happen. I just checked and I can only do six push-ups of the thirty, so I have some serious karate kid montage workouts

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Just taking a quick study break and writing down my thoughts on safer sex, the unit I am reading . My parents have never given me a safe sex talk. Safe sex is obviously a personal responsibility, so where did it go wrong for me? How could I have been so ignorant and reckless with not only my health but others? Admittedly, most people don't actually know their STI status and it's not a point of

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I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me ? I hardly ever sweat so when I do, I know that it's extremely humid and disgusting. As I type, I can feel sweat forming on the back of my knees, there is no breeze in the air to cool myself down with ( it must be at least 38 degrees celsisus) Australia is HOT ! Beautiful and spacious and green - but HOT! This weekend past, I resumed my treatment so

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Well yesterday I was super independent. Rather than rely on BF to drive me to appointments, I was ready to tackle the doctors and specialists on my own. I caught the bus and got out in the sunshine and it felt very good to be out of the house and around other people. There was a very rude bus driver outside the hospital whom when I asked if he was going to my destination, he shut the door on my

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The last day the I ever saw The Ex's face , the wind blew strong scattering raindrops like diamonds against the windowpane. I didn't know it was the last day I would see him but maybe he did, it was beautiful all the same. Sadly his life was over before I ever knew it was time for goodbye. So soon? Right Now? That's it ? That's it. I loved everything he was, plus the hope of what we could've

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Underwear Goes Inside The Pants by Lazy Boy Why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal? It's a natural plant that grows in the dirt. Do you know what's not natural? 80 year old dudes with hard-ons. That's not natural. But we got pills for that. We're dedicating all our medical resources to keeping the old guys erect, but we're putting people in jail for something that grows in the

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I survived ! I did it ! I had my root extraction yesterday and I feel wonderful today. I wish I got it done sooner now than have all the toothache pain. I know ! You all told me this ! I am really relieved I won't be living with that constant throbbing pain, I have stitches in my gums and it looks really gross though. Regardless, I'm just glad that I took my head out of the sand and

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Warning: This is a health post. It's five hours until the dentist appointment. I can do this, eek. I am even paying for private care to maximize my distress. As a reward may I ask that you vote for me so I finish on 500 votes. That is all. Bf is picking me up from home for the dentist so I cannot chicken out. May be a bit too sore to blog tonight and I have medical appointments tomorrow. I

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Heroinegirl enters the dimly lit Church, cloaked in a black lace veil which she draws closer to her face as she enters the confessional booth. Her blue eyes catch the prisms of light thrown d from the gasoline lamp that flickers by her side. She bows her head as the small wooden door slides to the left, revealing a dark and mysterious hooded figure. Heroinegirl: Forgive me father for I

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I am still going to maintain my commitment to your votes and to the nomination that you placed. Therefore we are going to see this awards thing through to the end. No pressure to vote, I am not doing the same mistake twice. I recieved a lovely email from the organisers which made me reconsider my stance of the spirit of the awards. Organisers have already conceeded that next year things will

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GUESS WHAT! ( I hate it when people say that and you have no idea) WE just received another $15 for the design fund ! Keep in mind that your donations will not be cashed until we reach the final goal. All donations appreciated PLUS I will be doing something very special with the links and the campaign itself very soon. I will find a way to reward every single person that donates to the cause

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Heroinegirl White Label Collection TO INSPIRE JOURNEY THROUGH EMOTION Music is such an integral process of my writing. I would describe my tastes as diverse and emotionally driven. Composing the Memoir is aided by listening to songs that quickly "tap" into my emotions and allow me to write with such candor. Here is a snapshot of my creative influences and heroes. Should you wish to obtain a

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Little announcement ! I have added a paypal button and I will start by tossing in 25$ as well. I would love everyone to scour the net and look for a contemporary designer. I'm still waiting on Professor Penguin to finalise the domain and space, I hope to hear from him today! Feel free to donate towards making this site the very best it can be. All donations to the "Save My Retina Fund" are

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Hi Guys. I'm pretty flat this morning. First things first, I have decided to pull us from the competition. I know some of you will be pissed - but you will get over it. Stick It To The Man ! Update : greg hammond of California Hammond fame just donated 25 US to pay pal for my design fund. I won't be a tosspot and say no - as it is a very nice gesture that brought me to tears !!! Thanks greg.

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UPDATE : Voting over the weekend is really important until most readers get back to work on monday. Click this - Vote mucho and ofteno @! Thanks !!! You can see how we are going - here I'm using the prize to get us a fabulous new home with archives and search tools and a photo album - maybe even a chatroom function ! Thanks to Professor Penguin I now am the proud owner of

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This is my true story of love and hate , struggle and triumph, obsession and rejection. I have rewritten this memoir now as I was not entirely happy with the first one, hope you like it.. You will find it sad, and some of you may find it inspiring - no idea. Some of it may be similar but about 80% is new. It's all true and beautiful... You say you want Diamonds on a ring of gold You say you

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Memoir to come..in the meantime I am coming first by one vote. It's like neck and neck. Dear me - greg and I are friends by the way ! Amazing man and wonderful inspiration to me. If you read this blog then do a good deed and vote for me :) Thank you !!!! People cry, people moan. Look for a dry place to call their home. Try to find some place to rest their bones. While the Angels and the

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Heya lovelies (hugs) I hope everyone is voting ! We are second but I have a feeling we may slide again. More voting and more ! Everyday. Don't you want to be famous ! Vote today! Goodness I am so not doing the Bloggies - this is like hard work ! All these links/harrassing. Poo ! Not that I wouldn't want to win. Oh yeah I put my wishlist up again too. So if I do lose - then you can always

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Dear Readers Of Heroinegirl I just know that I can't sleep, it must be something in the air - I am just so restless. Something is on my mind and it's midnight but to hell with it - I will blog it. Do you have time to talk right now ? I feel sad and I feel totally lost. I should probably tell you what I am going through at the moment - I have dropped hints and skirted around the subject. This

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Results page so far Place your vote and validate Thanks for all the votes so far - It's been very humbling ! I only just read on one of my nominee's sites that you can vote every 24

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Someday I'll fly Someday I'll soar Someday I'll be So damn much more Cause I'm bigger than my body Gives me credit for Why is it not the time? What is there more to learn? I've shed this skin I've been tripping in And I've

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Have you read Part One ? Although I was only eight when I admitted to the Stepmother I'd been sexually abused, I still wanted to speak out about the things he did to me. I wanted to explain to her about things that little girls with tiny vaginas just shouldn't do. But I guess that I could. I wanted her to hug me and tell me that I didn't deserve it, or even sadness that it happened to me for so

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I have five minutes ! Ok - don't forget to vote on the BOB ! http://www.blogmechanics.com/bob/vote.php?pollID=7 PLEASE REMEMBER TO VALIDATE YOUR VOTE BY GOING TO YOUR EMAIL :) That is the actual link for my poll - and at the moment I have zero votes. I would love to win this as I think Heroinegirl would benefit from the exposure as well as the actual prize is the only way I can afford the whole

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Hee hee ! I couldn't help myself - I'm at an internet cafe blogging away like a true addict. I miss writing when I don't do it - but it is really nice to spend time reading and rooting !! Not at the same time. I just got my hair done too and it looks swish and fab and I have a new dress for tonight, plus I am totally and absolutely in love with this man. *Cue gushy stuff - guys you might want

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