A Note From The Writer

Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

It's BF Birfdee

Hello Lovelies

I hope everyone had a relaxing weekend - is it still snowing over there ?
I'm covered in bruises from my grading - I've counted fourteen on my legs and arms!

Today is my beautiful boyfriend's birthday and I'm taking him out to Japanese for some gourmet sashimi. Then presents and then I'm his personal slave for the night.
Happy Birthday to You BF, I know you are reading along so don't forget to ask me for your present that I have hidden in the house !

I've only just gotten into birthdays actually I never really had an enjoyable one myself (the stepmother always makes everything special kind of rancid and wierd) But now that I'm truly at peace they let me celebrate the special people in my life. If you want to send me a card or something for my birthday then you are most welcome to email me for my address.

Tonight we will just relax and enjoy each other, as beautiful and healthy spirits.
I've learnt that just being alive with all you have is simply the greatest gift to give to those that love you. Be proud and bloom forever, love is there .

Your Darling Heroinegirl

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