Some kind readers have expressed concern/ interest regarding my current Interferon combination therapy to possibly cure my Hepatitis C virus. I contracted the blood born virus when I was shooting heroin with my long term partner. You can read all about all the Hepatitis treatment and my ongoing spiritual recovery on my new blog The Healer
Basically, Heroinegirl has to wind down for a little bit here because I'm very tired and I would like to concentrate on my memoirs for the book. However, I will be keeping a much simpler diary that I will write whatever I like (regarding my health and whatever the hell I want) Basically, I've been embarassed to document my sickness to you (even though I know y'all a bunch of sweeties) because I don't want to be a downer on your morning read. You don't always want to hear about my hair falling out in the hairdressers or how I cry myself to sleep sometimes because of the nightmares. That's why I don't post a lot in here sometimes - because it's happening to me - I'm sick and I'm afraid thats all I can manage somedays.
Somedays I'm not inspirational. Somedays - I'm just like you. I feel ugly and sad and miserable. I think my relationship is going nowhere and that my house could be 300% cleaner.
Heroinegirl will always be here because of the Memoirs and whatnot - but I'm ready to start writing for me and my future.
I'm ready to let Heroinegirl ...rise from the flames.
(and yes - I'm scared!)
new blog (last one I promise)