A Note From The Writer

Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Monday, March 21, 2005

Another Blog

Hello Lovelies,

Some kind readers have expressed concern/ interest regarding my current Interferon combination therapy to possibly cure my Hepatitis C virus. I contracted the blood born virus when I was shooting heroin with my long term partner. You can read all about all the Hepatitis treatment and my ongoing spiritual recovery on my new blog The Healer

Basically, Heroinegirl has to wind down for a little bit here because I'm very tired and I would like to concentrate on my memoirs for the book. However, I will be keeping a much simpler diary that I will write whatever I like (regarding my health and whatever the hell I want) Basically, I've been embarassed to document my sickness to you (even though I know y'all a bunch of sweeties) because I don't want to be a downer on your morning read. You don't always want to hear about my hair falling out in the hairdressers or how I cry myself to sleep sometimes because of the nightmares. That's why I don't post a lot in here sometimes - because it's happening to me - I'm sick and I'm afraid thats all I can manage somedays.
Somedays I'm not inspirational. Somedays - I'm just like you. I feel ugly and sad and miserable. I think my relationship is going nowhere and that my house could be 300% cleaner.
Heroinegirl will always be here because of the Memoirs and whatnot - but I'm ready to start writing for me and my future.

I'm ready to let Heroinegirl ...rise from the flames.
(and yes - I'm scared!)

new blog
(last one I promise)

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