A Note From The Writer



Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

some things

I have taekwondo tonight and grading next weekend - aghhhh! I haven't forgotten my sixteen step pattern so I figure that I'm ready (barely) to get the green tip on my yellow belt. If I don't, the BF will be higher rank than me and then he will tear me a new asshole. This cannot happen. I just checked and I can only do six push-ups of the thirty, so I have some serious karate kid montage workouts in the rain to do.

Postmodern and I are having a discussion about a comment I read earlier that said "Postmodern is not a prostitute, she is an escort. She is mature and a higher calibre. "

For the record, I find Olympia to be an articulate and insightful lady, her blog is a daily read for me. Notice how I can compliment without putting down other sex workers ? Anyhow, you can see it all on Postmodern's blog. Lord of Doom, this is the Po Mo I mentioned in comment passing. We are big fans of each other, it's only a stray comment that ruffled my feathers. Olympia has sent me a lovely email lending her support to my health challenges and I believe she is not half as snobby as she thinks she is ! Hee. Hee! I still wonder if she looks like Uma Thurman in Pulp Fiction.
(sidenote- love charlise's new hair on the Golden Globes)

Darling Maggot (resident pervert) has also asked for a return to some sexy posts - I don't think I have even begun my sexy posts yet ;) But ok, I will kill two birds with one stone and post about a high class booking that I did (I did many) this one stands out as perhaps a no-frills dedication to the high-end market. Usually, I don't post regarding time spent in employ at the Agency as so many other blogs cover the 'glitz and glamour' of the bigwig clients.

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