A Note From The Writer

Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Friday, December 03, 2004


Hello Lovelies !
It's the weekend ! This means that I am going to Christmas Parties and catching up with family and friends. I love this time of the year !!
It will be my first completely healthy Christmas - so my parents are going all out. Trimming the tree, cooking a turkey ( I have never had Turkey) and I may even wear a silly bon bon hat. Even my rebel teenager sister is spending the day with the family and managerie of pets, so we can play the playstation, stuff outselves stupid with decadent delights and cover Dad in tinsel while he takes his afternoon nap. I have never been so glad to be a kid that I never was.
I haven't done any Christmas shopping either (seeing I am no longer at the Call Centre ) I am going to have to be a tad ingenious this year. I would tell you my ideas - but they read this blog !!
Thank you for all the emails and new visitors and linkage. Everything is going really well with the blog and Memoirs are planned for next week. I sometimes need to take a break from the intensity of my past to deal with the people that love me and know me in the present. This blog is quite upsetting to my family and loved ones as they sometimes are shocked, they think they don't know me at all or they feel guilty that it happened to me and they could not do anything.
Speaking out about the Incest that happened has stirred up some family members but I am not writing for them or for readers. I write to heal and I write to understand what happened. You cannot be a writer without thinking. It is marvelous mental gymnastics.
Thanks for the work-out !
See you on Monday. I will be around blogtown, visiting friends , sunbaking over at Audacia's house and popping into Church on Sunday.
Merry Christmas Too !
Tis REALLY is the season to be jolly !
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my favorite bauble
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Rambling Rene said...

Oh my! Love the "Naughty Girls Still Get Presents" pic, and the hot pants...well, their hot.

me said...

Man, December is an awesome month. First Rene' with her fancy haircut and now these hot pants! Hang on, let me turn on the ceiling fan, it's freakin' hot in here. Purple is my favorite color but I think pink is making a strong push!