A Note From The Writer

Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Sunday, December 12, 2004


Ok lovelies. I have hit the wall and I need to sleep. I have lots to tell you about everything and I had a really good weekend. I can't wait to blog about it and share the joy - but I just had two valium and I really must try and rest now. But, tommorow will be fabulous. I promise.
You just wait and see.


wowedout said...

feel better rest up !


banksy said...

done 6 rehabs myself be interesting to see your experience unfold

HeroineGirl said...

Thanks banksy and wowed out.

I had a huge weekend and I am still pretty tired today.
I think I am not as spritely as I once was !
I don't know if I can stay up all night anymore, I am so wasted by it. It was worth it though !