A Note From The Writer

Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

The MeatMarket

I can't wait for the weekend to begin
I have writer's block so at the moment I am listening to records in the nude, eating mangoes and waiting for my head to catch up with my soul. I am aiming to write a happy memoir - it has all been so sad lately - it is time to write about something good!!
I do apologize for not posting last night the memoir as promised :(
I just had to disconnect from the computer and my pretty little head.
Hope you all understand


Rambling Rene said...

God, where do you get your artwork? I'm blown away on a daily basis!

Micha Lindsey said...

It's high time for you
to claim the rewards
that were promised you
at the beginning of time:

not just any old
and justice

but rather

wild beauty
that excites your curiosity

crazy wisdom
that makes you allergic to dogma

outrageous goodness
that drives you to perform
heroic acts of lusty compassion

insurrectionary love
that endlessly transforms you

ingenious freedom
that is never permanent
but must be reinvented and reclaimed every day

and a totally-serious-yet-always-laughing justice
that schemes and dreams
about how to diminish the suffering
and increase the joy
of every sentient being

-Rob Brezney

I read this poem and it reminded me of you, HG a.k.a. Miss Pretty-Pretty .

Anonymous said...

refresh... refresh... waiting :)

i'm procrastinating finishing this essay and would rather read your memoirs anyday. you wanna write my essay?

second thoughts, just write your memoir so i can continue the procrastination. and continue to be blown away by your awesome writing skills.

Anonymous said...

I'm a mere nothing, I watch on in awe.

- Peri

HeroineGirl said...

Rightio, take the template away..
I cannot stop tweaking !
I am a tweakaholic.

Time to start the memoir..
Just for all the beautiful people.

I love that poem, truly beautiful.
That made my day !

Fairylights and Teacakes,

Mumr Calamus said...

Site is most definetly awesome keep up the good work and i feel your pain with HTML, recently butchered my blog and almost didn't recusitate in time.

HeroineGirl said...

Hello morning and good evening.
Time to get writing. The template is good for now.
Thanks for the props !