A Note From The Writer

Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Lil Miss Lens Flare


Ok guys I promise this 'lack of lustre' will clear in a couple of days
I already think it is lifting.
I am so sorry for being the hugest sooky la la ! I will continue to fight on !
Always, heroinegirl never gives up and neither should anyone else. Sadness is just a bruise on my vision, blotting out reason, rendering me useless. It is time, to turn the page and push forward. I didn't come all this way, to be trampled by the hoe next door.

I will survive myself.
Amen !

p.s Good luck with the election. Go Kerry !


Das Spunken said...

Why is your name on walls in London? http://dasspunken.blogspot.com/

Micha Lindsey said...
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John Psmyth said...

That election thing didn't turn out real well...

HeroineGirl said...

Yes I know.
I am taking out my frustrations by painting "the house", all the pink has gone ! Next I am giving myself a bob cut - somebody help!

Anonymous said...

I didn't agree on the election but strangely I never do with my real-life friends...

People I hardly know are begging me to return to FreeRepublic.com - which is amusing since I got banned from there two months ago.

Time to go cap in hand, or time to get my own blog? Or both?

Darls, you take all the time you like... you need to get well, your fans need to learn "patience, grasshopper..."

...And I need to stop quoting eighties movies.

- Peri