A Note From The Writer



Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Saturday, October 09, 2004


lazy post

6 comments:

Eddie said...

oh my, you're beautiful =).

I just woke up and have a hangover, but be sure to check my blog in the next few hours. after i get this raw egg drink down and it takes effect.

HeroineGirl said...

I just watched Mask with Cher ( never have harry highpants looked so good) I have been crying, ok howling, since he met Laura Dern at summer camp, and and he is like a lion and she is blind, and then he dies and oh it is just soooo sad.
Sorry I just realised I ruined the ending.
But it is a great movie, a bit depressing but not in a Muriel's wedding kinda way.
Now I just have to watch edward scissorhands..I can't remember if that is sad..hmm.

darling maggot said...

being the asstard that i am, i have somehow managed to procure two copies of "girl next door" for the weekend. a movie which i never even had more than a slight interest in viewing.

why?

because i am an asstard.

also, you should check out the movies, "dirty pretty things" and "la promesse".

that is a great picture you posted.

HeroineGirl said...

Thank you , I am duly embarrased but slightly chuffed for the kindness people have spoken about my pictures.
I am writing tommorow :) Love you all dearly XX

darling maggot said...

you always say that but do you MEAN IT???

DO YOU???

/bursts into tears

John Psmyth said...

Wow! That's extraordinarily beautiful.