A Note From The Writer



Welcome to the archived blog posts (when I was a wee blogger, wet behind the ears and not aware of spell check and various other gramatical structures!) I have kept the writings unedited or reworked as I am in the process of doing a massive rewrite of my entire life, many posts I have yet to publish and this blog was merely writing practise for the massive job of sorting out my emotions whilst retelling the story as cuttingly real and dramatic as the real memory was.. some of the posts contained are raw, streaming emotion.. many posts although painful to write, had a tremendously cathartic effect - cheaper than therapy one would say. I welcome new and old readers to keep in touch via my author email (sensualexplorersatHotmaildotcom) if you have any questions or wish to share the feelings and emotions raised by my work.
I will announce the publish date and title whenever it happens and I have been clean now for three years. It is possible.
But it is never easy. It's a lifelong journey, I will always be an addict, but I must stay one step ahead of myself and protect all that can be ruined in the eternal struggle to be
at ease once again, comfortable in this skin.
Thank you for being a part of my story.

Monday, October 04, 2004

I Love The Dirt Upon Your Knees


Photoshop Fun.

8 comments:

Biek said...

Messing around with some filters eh? Hmmm ...

HeroineGirl said...

Someone did that for me, I think it looks coool.
I am yet to see a photo of you beikster, so maybe you should do something about that mister !
HG X

HeroineGirl said...

Yes I just realised I spelt your name wrong.
I will go quietly now and give myself ninety nine lashes. I am a bad friend.

Biek said...

Oh when you someday realize what names people manage to call me sometimes you might consider taking just thirty lashes or so ;-) Should be more than enough to remember next time LOL

Like yourself I once made the promise not to put up any pictures of myself online but also like you I have broken that promise some time ago. These photo's however are so well hidden that I think it's better this way ...

HeroineGirl said...

You only live once !
I figure if people want dirt on HG, it is already out there, I mean I am what I am. Plus, pictures are nice!
Pictures add a new dimension, both to my recovery and to the people that read about it.
It doesn't matter if I don't know what you look like, I have you in my head and heart already XHG

Biek said...

You make it very difficult for me not to post a picture this way HG. Also because we all encouraged you to let your own pictures stay up here, and I have no backbone so I can't say no so ...

I'll think about it. so there might be hope *grin* I could of course Photo 'soup' one of mine too, that way I'll have some sort of damage control ;-)

HeroineGirl said...

No pressure hey - I'm serious. I am a stirrer by nature! You are more than welcome to remain incognito, if you so prefer.
That last pic is all I have now , the rest are too naughty for the blog, don't want to get the critics up in arms!

Biek said...

I'm just kidding around a bit. Matter of fact I'm already Photoshopping a new banner/logo for my Blog which (you guessed it) will when finished also have my picture in it so when the time is right you'll be able so see me too.

If you're nice I'll give you a sneak preview (Blackmail-R-us LOL)